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Left one more week to go. You gonna flip your calender to December. Time flies so fast. I think everyone of you can feel the Christmas ambiance at everywhere especially in the shopping mall. Obviously, 'MERRY CHRISTMAS' LOL. Santa is coming here soon.

I been dreaming in the GYM today. What Santa will bring to me this year. =/

Last time I think Christmas just a typical day and nothing special for me Pun. The most interesting thing during Christmas Eve is, you can see many couples kissing, hug and holding hand walking on the street. Come on, such a Romantic day to spend time with the love how can we not doing all this during this day. Hehehe. ^^

Today I've been in Pavilion. There full of Christmas decoration. Full of people taking photo over there. Omg, look at the couples! They are kissing! No photo showing here due to the privacy =)

How was the decoration this year? I've been standing here for awhile and enjoying seeing the deco. I really like it so much. Don't know why, the deco melt my heart badly. Huhu. 

I think one day, I must spend my Christmas in another country with enjoying the snow. DAMN, It would be so cool!

Last Year Christmas photo still with me! See their decoration.

 Everything change.

Hello October

I never been here for sometime. Been so quiet recently.
最近話，少說了
最近脾氣，少發了
最近，只想要平靜的看世界，看人和事物。其實，做個聆聽者，觀察者，並不是那麼的差
你聽的很多，看得也很多；你會發現到很多，也領悟到很多，這是一定的。

今天，我站在這裡一眼望去，很高，很涼，吉隆坡全景看在眼裡。在想想自己，我為自己的心聊了多少？有多少次嘗試，勸自己要堅強，要笑看人生，自己一個人不會害怕。今天，呆在高高的這裡，我想了。我是執著了，我太固執了。我執著的迷失了自己，把世界看得很狹窄，我錯了。我被誤會，我被很多的句子給絆倒，我被很多的句子擊傷，心裡很不快活。因為，你覺得最了解你的人，其實就是最不了解你的人。心裡憋得是很辛苦，不敢去述說，是因為覺得那般的心情，那般的苦澀心情，不是那麼簡單懂。

當你看得多，領悟的多，自然的你就不再那麼執著，那麼的固執
看看這世界，是很多美好的事，如過你不把視野放大；還真的錯過很多你會意想不到的美好事情

看著這片大海，我站在這裡靜靜的一個人，一直看，看大海的盡頭會不會有我心裡想的畫面。看著，大海海浪澎湃的，鳥兒，彷彿和我說，你不孤單，你很勇敢，自己來到了這裡。我在這裡懷念了一些畫面，也和自己說，我寧願一個人生活，被尊重；也不要再維持一直斷讓自己賠上自尊的感情。


你是你最了解的自己，你不需要期望人家了解你，，也不重要；因為沒有人比你更了解你
往往你期望的高，你失望的也不低
不要期望，或者著迷別人對你的好，因為這世上除了爸爸媽媽，沒有人有義務對你好



我們需要明白，每一個人有他自己的故事，自己的人生
不要去批評，或者是去看不起人家
要記得，每個人只要是人有生命的；都是和我們一樣，
擁有的到尊重，平等對待的權利

你或許會不喜歡的那個人，你會有誤會，會對別人沒有好感
可是，你問你自己，你到底了解人家多少？ 到底你又憑什麼？
一直看到自己的好，並無視別人的好；是大不好！要改

在你言語中，你重傷了那個人，他會心疼，會沮喪
可是，你卻不覺得怎樣是因為你不能夠體會別人的心，你不給別人怜臉
你又很自私的無視他人的感覺

星座知多點

Seem familiar with the symbol, right? It's Horoscope. I was so much into Horoscope when I was a primary student. I 'll check on the school magazine every week for the Horoscope description. So much fun of reading it.

Weird things happened, I don't read Horoscope anymore after I finished my UPSR (after standard 6 I' no longer read Horoscope again) The reason why I am not reading it because I felt like Horoscope is kinda childish stuff to read about, since I'm going to secondary school, BIG boy edy shouldn't read this. =P

I am a January baby. My Horoscope:Capricorn

Recently, I started search on the Horoscope website and read on my Horoscope personality. Wish to know more about myself.


十一、摩羯座

摩羯座是一個由極端混合而成的矛盾體，從來不曾有哪一個星座曾像他們一樣痛苦地在成為一個好人還是壞人的思慮中，那麽頻繁而且痛苦的掙紮，他們一方面熱切的希望自己能化作和煦的春光復舒萬物，一方面又會瘋狂的期盼自己能變作三尺寒冰凍結天地。可對於這個冬季出生的人群來說，對溫暖的追求又是那麽執著，所以到了最後，他總是又跳躍回去，積極地培育自己的春光一樣的明媚品質了，成為一個好人帶給他們的快感似乎更容易讓他們就覺得陶醉。相對於他們自身的感受而言，他們並不願陷在任何負面的陰暗情緒裏。但同時又覺得做個壞人也沒什麽不好。

一般來講，孩童時期，他們是最乖巧惹人疼的乖寶寶，而年輕的魔羯總是容易顯得孤僻不合群，年紀越大的魔羯在社會上越如魚得水，老了之後，他們往往會成為難得的和藹又寬容的代表（盡管這寬容和和藹來的那麽像撲面而來的皇權的體貼，讓人面對時雖然覺得溫暖卻不敢靠近放肆）。

你要讓身邊的魔羯去分析一個人的優缺點，如果他想說，那麽你會發現這個人的無論優點還是缺點都統統無所遁形，你發現他可能分析到別人的一句話一個動作，也用上了自己的第六感。你會一邊贊嘆魔羯的驚人的分析別人能力，一邊又暗暗出冷汗，覺得魔羯竟然這麽分析別人？！真是有點老謀深算的感覺。如果他不想說，你就會發現他好像對任何人都好冷漠，對任何事都漠不關心，如果他心情亢奮，你也許又會看到另外兩個形象：也許非常刻薄，也許非常贊許。

魔羯是一個十分敏感的星座，他能夠通過一件小事看透一個人，也十分了解什麽是好的，什麽是適合社會的，同時，魔羯又是一個極其愛自我懷疑的星座，當別人流露出美好氣質的時候，他會立刻丟棄自己關於別人缺點的分析，所以說起來，魔羯其實很容易上當受騙，也很容易受傷害。

因為他們天生的敏感，倒也很容易察覺到自己被騙了，這時他們極端的性格再次發揮作用：當他們看到別人表現出好的一面時，對別人的信任是絕對的，不參雜的；而當他們發現，即使是一件微不足道的小事上的欺騙，他們就絕不會再信任了。

很少有人和別人交往是從絕對的信任開始，可是魔羯是。這聽起來真不像是天天把人性分析得那麽透徹的魔羯所為，但這卻是千真萬確的。魔羯總是很輕易的就把一個以前從未接觸過的陌生人定義為好人，別人說什麽他都會信以為真。而且他們一旦對別人建立良好的印象就很難消除。

非常容易被感動，最有報恩的沖動：你要是毫無條件的幫他一回，他可能表面不動聲色，卻暗暗想把你一輩子都包攬照顧起來。他們總是把自己的責任看得太重，一旦幫了忙他就是拼了老命也要做得盡善盡美，不能容忍別人有一點不滿意。所以盡管求他們辦事很難，可一旦答應你就放一百二十個心吧！　　

這仿佛是個從桃源來的聖人。可他並不是。

他只不過習慣了自我傷害罷了！事事走極端的性格是他的致命傷，他們至少要活到50歲往上才學會“和別人的交往要從懷疑到信任，不要太追求絕對”這句話的一星半點，而且只是偶爾拿出來用用。雖然這句話他們只有十歲大的時候就拿出來時常告誡別人。他們的信任來的太幹脆，他們的愛來的太純粹，他們的付出來的太珍貴。

正因為此，他們的目光就開始格外的敏銳審慎了。一件小事的背叛和欺騙都逃不過那雙炯炯的法眼，他們看在眼裏，感到的是鋪天蓋地的失望和打擊和震驚，對所有的人性都批判了一遍。明明是件無關緊要的小事一件，可他們卻在自己的心裏狠狠的插上一刀。

他們什麽也不會說出來，卻開始懷疑自己的付出是不是值得。但是，他又那麽容易原諒，是真正的那種原諒，所有的傷害就像忘記了一樣。接著，再一件事，再在自己心裏狠狠插上一刀，再原諒。他們一旦決定付出情感，總是太洶湧澎湃了，通常是易放難收。然而，再接著，一件事又一件事，一刀又一刀…

（至於他到底能承受多少次傷害，就要看你們的感情已經培養了多久，有多麽深厚了）終於有一次，他的所有傷口一起崩裂，他的所有關於傷害的記憶都突然復活了——而在此之前他對你的付出是不打折扣的，雖然他總是對你陷在又愛又恨的矛盾中——他對你就一下子一點感情也沒有了，即使不是決裂也只剩應付而已，徹底的冷漠速凍了他的心。

他感到屈辱，被利用被愚弄被欺騙了，之後所有的情緒都將不復存在，你們曾經的感情煙消霧散，他想起你就覺得厭倦。很多和摩羯最終達到這種狀態的人往往很奇怪：為什麽那麽多事情他都忍受了也沒說，偏偏最後再一件小事上突然如此絕情呢？

魔羯不會告訴你他是被最後一根稻草壓死的駱駝，他很可能在最後很沈默，因為他不再覺得有說任何話的意義了，決定的事情沒有更改的余地，根本沒有向一個和他再沒有關系的人解釋的必要。

不要傷害魔羯，這是我的忠告。他們經不起一點點的欺騙背叛，如果你能對他坦誠，付出真心，他能把靈魂交給你保管，刀山火海無所畏懼，絕對是最值得相交的朋友。

說魔羯冷漠自私實際等等等等的人請你回憶一下，不要放過一點細枝末節，你對魔羯冷漠過自私過實際過嗎？你只要動過這個念頭，就不要再抱怨了，你的一個動作一個眼神一句話一個表情早已讓他們看的清清楚楚了。

他們早已在內心把你這個沒想真心對待他的人給否決掉了。你不配讓他們付出百分之百的情感。而把感情分成份兒，他從來不會。所以魔羯可能會變得世故，卻一輩子也無法圓滑。

魔羯會報復嗎？很少吧，盡管他時常覺得自己受到了傷害，但卻很少真正記在心上。除非你真的沖破了他的底線，否則很難激起他主動報復你的欲望，更多的時候，他們只是在消極對抗，對所有關於你的事情都變得無動於衷，袖手旁觀罷了。

但是——--倘若他真的決定了要報復你，不得不替你惋惜，上天入地都將如影隨形，他默默尋覓你的致命傷，不吝於任何手段以達目的。如果你還安好，只不過是他還不能確定能將你一棒子打死，正在等待時機，積聚力量。

這個悲觀的星座總是會向後遠觀800年，深信冤冤相報何時了，所以他只要能忽略就統統忽略，而他一旦出手開始報復，就將勢必斬草除根，除惡務盡了，絕不給你東山再起的再去報復他的機會。那麽他的底線在哪裏？

一般埋得很深，一萬米以下吧。因為他總是幻想自己是做一個心懷善意的好人。所以說體驗過的人也不能不說是一種幸運。他們是如此單純又是如此工於心計，他們是如此無私又是如此自我，他們是如此向往光明又是如此沈溺於黑暗，他們是如此自信又是如此自卑，他們是如此慷慨大方又是如此慳吝小氣，他們是如此敏感細致又是如此麻木遲鈍，他們是如此熱情如火又是如此冷若冰霜，他們是如此崇拜權力又是如此蔑視權威，他們是如此墨守陳規又是如此渴求自由，他們是如此追逐功成名就又是如此淡泊名利，他們是如此絕對信任又是如此多疑，他們是如此一諾千金又是如此幡然毀約，他們是如此浪漫溫柔又是如此不解風情，他們是如此瞬息萬變又是如此一層不變。他們的星座是魔羯。　

魔羯沒有中間態。終其一生忍受內心各種相互矛盾的極端之間的沖突，無法清楚、絕對的表達自己是他們的宿命。到底是正還是邪？是善還是惡？

他註定了感受誤解、孤獨、搖擺和困惑。他註定了越來越沈默。每一個淚水滑落的瞬間，是他們在輕輕和自己擁抱。他像追日的誇父，窮畢生之力尋找一個可以用盡他們所有的善而或所有的惡的人，讓人性能夠不再選擇中掙紮，可是終將至死無果。　　

然而，我想，當走向人生的盡頭，魔羯回首的那刻一定是在微笑著：所有的善惡都是我，我的良心一路而來依舊清澈鮮活。我是魔羯，你無須懂。

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我對自己說謊了

在這之前，曾經有朋友問我，你相信緣分嗎？

當時我愣著了，我不是不懂得回答，而是我對緣分有所保留。

今晚，媽媽問我同樣的問題：你相信緣分嗎？

我回答說，緣分能信嗎？媽媽說：“我相信，因為如果有緣分，千里來香櫞”。“ 緣 ”，就是在茫茫人海，你遇見了你那個他，“份”就是你們在一起，走到最後。而有緣無分，就是你們有緣，可是沒份走到最後。

我心了寒了下，真的有緣分這回事？一直以來，我的觀念就是，我們努力去尋找自己的那個她，努力的一起走到最後。緣分是，次要吧？其實心裡，知道媽媽的用心，她要我試著去放下。這次眼淚在眼眶打轉，心裡確實浩浩的大哭，我真的不信有緣無份。

最近忙的很，以為真的可以忘記，思念太猖狂，一想起你，忙碌的生活變得空蕩蕩

今天，我問了超過500個人這個問題：“今天你笑了嗎? " 到了現在的深夜，我發現今天我又對自己的心事說謊了。臉蛋掛上笑容，但我感覺不到那份笑的喜悅。

一直不敢翻開久相簿，因為我怕我輸給了，自己內心的脆弱，我不喜歡那樣的我。雖然一次又一次，我還是讓那一面和我正面交鋒，因為我真的很不捨得捨去。不捨得的是，那一起堅持，努力的夢想；那一些的日子。

我懷念，這裡。這裡的美景，這裡的氣候，這裡的一切點點滴滴。曾經，我很執著說,我要一個理由，一個放棄的理由。現在，想想雖然我還是很想知道那個放棄的理由，可是我覺得我需要的是尊敬你，有時的我，變得很不理智，是因為我害怕失去。

我覺得這個角度，我很喜歡。我會真的很喜歡，我就不再換了，我害怕的是嘗試，我更害怕的是我失去我喜歡的。所以我要珍惜，我不想在，毫無方向的漂流大海，我想靠岸，我真的很想靠岸。

想想是不是,靜靜的，安全的，觀賞會是件很幸福的是？

天天聽到，夕陽無限好，只是近黃昏。時間過得快，快得太不自然。我現在最難堪的是，夜晚的到來，週末的到來。荒島裡，變得冷清清的，更是難·過。在人群中，一人吃飯，到處走走停停，感覺很不自然。我又不習慣了，我有了時差，忘記了晝夜的美好的回憶。

我不想離開這個美麗動人的世外桃源，如果我離島了，我還會遇見你這樣美麗的島嶼？我還會愛那個地方愛的那麼轟轟烈烈嗎？實話，我不想離開～

Long drive; Long night

Long drive, long night
The best night of my life,
With you riding, your hand on my hand.
The thought of arriving, kind of feels like, dying.
I don’t want, to go home and be, alone.
Could we, stay out?
Could you, drive a little slower, don’t matter where we’re going,
As long as I’m with you, we could take the long way.

Drive a little slower; I was following you

Drive a little slower; I was left behind you 

Drive a little slower; I afraid of losing your direction

Drive a little slower; So I will not getting too far from you

Chevy Nova, front seat, sofa, getting closer, to you.

Drive a little slower; don’t matter where we’re going,
As long as I’m with you, we could take the long way.
Drive a little slower, not ready to go home,
I’d rather stay with you.
We could take the long way, to the country out of town.
Let’s get lost; I don’t wanna be found.
Let’s get away, now and be careful not to crash.
There’s no defrost and we’re steaming the glass.
You and the road have a generous shoulder
We can pull over and say we took the long way.
Headlights, not strobe lights,
I can see you, but not quite.
I can feel you inside; the timing is just right.
For the moment, I don’t want to go home.
Take the long way.
Drive a little slower; don’t matter where we’re going.
Take the long way.
Drive a little slower; don’t matter where we going now.
Take the long way
Drive a little slower; not ready to go home.
I’d rather stay with you.

We can take the long way.
Long drive, long night,
The best night of my life.

A tiny little YELLOW

While doing face mask, while blogging here =)  Really have no much time for myself. =(

Miss all my friend which I didn't meet for quite some time. I hope all of them are fine and good =) Even those I had little busy here but I will send my best to you ^^

The time passing so fast, June is here. Let's said goodbye to MAY.

I am still remember when I was young, I always urge to be older and I can do something that only ADULT can do. *hehheehee* Don't think something naughty here,yay! But now, I really wish I can be remain age in 18yo. We can't stop the time, so from now start We just want to be thankful for today, yesterday, tommorrow and forever, I'm thankful for my life.

Recently, I'm thinking of immigrate to somewhere far from Malaysia. There are many country cross to my mind suddenly. 1. New Zealand  2. Ireland  3. Norway 4. Switzerland 5.Austria 6.Finland 7.Canada 8.Sweden 9.Denmark 10. Secret ^^
There is always a problem for us who staying in development country and High-advance technology country, the people there facing too much of stress. They can't even know what they really want. Everything become more and more Complex.


# A little 'too much' stress from the current academic work, I always long for the school have a mercy on us.

what do you think if the GREEN leaf all turn into BLUE color. I think no more MONDAY blue, and there will be everyday also BLUE. We have to always think POSITIVE, think GOOD and think FORWARD. Appreciate everyday life. Be blessing in everything. =)

Hi, so cute here.Looking at the camera picture. Feeling so relaxing. I want my life to be meaning, my life to be colorful, my life to be BEAUTIFUL =)

SPOT anything from this picture? Congratz to you if you can see the cute yellow tiny flower. Which means You using your heart seeing thing. I know right? Our lifestyle rhythm is very fast and non-STOP rolling, we actually missed a lot of the beauty scene in our daily life. Sometime, we just need to take a break and enjoy the nature beauty in our surrounding or in this world. It could be anything. Think of yourself, you are born in this terrible crowd society, will you long for someone to see into you? Love you, Care you and make you feel your existing.

From today start,  try to pay attention to the little thing. Be more caring, loving, polite, honest, easy, respect, patient.

Sharing is caring. 

Loving yourself, family,friend and everyone

polite to everyone

honest to everyone

take it easy in everything

Respect everyone, equality

Patient to be a observer and listener.

Lastly, Let's Smile =D

Good Nightz, everyone.

Lotus Sutra Exhibition

LEFT only 5 days for this Lotus Sutra Exhibition. If you haven been there the exhibition, hurry up bring along your friend and family to visit CHINA, Dun Huang. Mogow cave. It's free entrance with 0 charge =) To be frank to you, You shouldn't miss this exhibition, there is no SECOND chance for you to see again such meaningful and grand exhibition that has been held in Malaysia. So, I been there duty for few times and Brought my friend there too =) 2 more cutie Carol and Jon is not in the pic. But I mention your name here, so pretened you counted in here also la XD

A very good experience to work with them. So much of fun and happiness to duty together with the senior. We are doing our best in convey the essential message to the audience. We had done a really GOOD JOB. Until today,The total visitor already more than 64k +  people. A big BIG victory. SGM (Soka Gakkai Malaysia)

I wondering people. Can you guys, see me in this picture? HAHA. In case you don't know, giving you a tips. On the right hand side *wearing chocolate grey Formal with Purple tie  HAHHAHA =D

One more in case u don't know where I am, Let me take a selfie =)

I believed most of you know the very famous HK drama ( Journey to the West ) <西遊記>. Wanna Know more the truth? Wondering King Asoka and Lembah Bujang in Kedah why so important in our History text book? Like the different word from the different country?

 Here are the details for the exhibition:

The Lotus Sutra Exhibition
A Message of Peace and Harmonious Coexistence
Dignity of Life • Universal Values • Humanity’s Heritage

法华经——和平与共生的启示展
生命尊严•普世价值•人类遗产

Exhibition Period: February 15 – May 18, 2014
Opening Hours:
Weekdays - 10am to 6pm
Saturday, Sunday & Public Holiday - 10am to 8pm

展览日期: 2014年2月15日至5月18日
展览时间:
星期一至星期五——上午10时至下午6时
星期六、星期日和公共假期——上午10时至下午8时

Venue:
Soka Exhibition Hall, Ground Floor and SGM Exhibition Hall, 7th Floor
展览地点: SGM综合文化中心1楼创价展览厅及7楼弘文艺术馆
Wisma Kebudayaan Soka Gakkai Malaysia
243, Jalan Bukit Bintang, 55100 Kuala Lumpur 

Admission: Free
入场: 免费
Website 网站: http://www.sgm.org.my/lotus-sutra/

Cameron Highland #1

Just came back from the Cameron Highland. It was a last minute plan to go there just want to have a relaxing day out from the city. The very last time I went to Cameron is when I was still a secondary school boy. Although the journey took us 3 hours but it was fun to enjoying yourself there.

The whole journey was OK is just the road there was too tiny and We always stuck in JAM, so Terrible JAM. I told myself I will not going to Cameron again during weekend =) It's not worthy to stuck in the jam like that. To be Honest, I rather choose to stay in hotel and sleep =( 

I am so lucky in this Cameron trip. I has been invited by a beauty gorgeous HOT VVVVIP  from Rose Valley, Cameron Highland

How much HOT is him? Omg, It was really shocked me on that time  * the very first time I see the peacock look like this =D

Can u see how huge and wide is him?  His size was I think should be 3 Hunk human =)

He is coming. Gonna come in front of me show off his beautiful dress. Serious, it was so beautiful when you see him in real life.

 He look gorgeous here. See his fur! the BLUE! He really look much handsome when he not to noisy =) Good boy 

 Brave like a horse, Strong like a horse 

Like a kids. Playing like a kids. LAlala, I'm covering my ears like a kids =) You can't find this happiness in the stressful town. Finally I released my stress out! 

Hello, Keith = Kiv Here.