我對自己說謊了

在這之前，曾經有朋友問我，你相信緣分嗎？

當時我愣著了，我不是不懂得回答，而是我對緣分有所保留。

今晚，媽媽問我同樣的問題：你相信緣分嗎？

我回答說，緣分能信嗎？媽媽說：“我相信，因為如果有緣分，千里來香櫞”。“ 緣 ”，就是在茫茫人海，你遇見了你那個他，“份”就是你們在一起，走到最後。而有緣無分，就是你們有緣，可是沒份走到最後。

我心了寒了下，真的有緣分這回事？一直以來，我的觀念就是，我們努力去尋找自己的那個她，努力的一起走到最後。緣分是，次要吧？其實心裡，知道媽媽的用心，她要我試著去放下。這次眼淚在眼眶打轉，心裡確實浩浩的大哭，我真的不信有緣無份。

最近忙的很，以為真的可以忘記，思念太猖狂，一想起你，忙碌的生活變得空蕩蕩

今天，我問了超過500個人這個問題：“今天你笑了嗎? " 到了現在的深夜，我發現今天我又對自己的心事說謊了。臉蛋掛上笑容，但我感覺不到那份笑的喜悅。

一直不敢翻開久相簿，因為我怕我輸給了，自己內心的脆弱，我不喜歡那樣的我。雖然一次又一次，我還是讓那一面和我正面交鋒，因為我真的很不捨得捨去。不捨得的是，那一起堅持，努力的夢想；那一些的日子。

我懷念，這裡。這裡的美景，這裡的氣候，這裡的一切點點滴滴。曾經，我很執著說,我要一個理由，一個放棄的理由。現在，想想雖然我還是很想知道那個放棄的理由，可是我覺得我需要的是尊敬你，有時的我，變得很不理智，是因為我害怕失去。

我覺得這個角度，我很喜歡。我會真的很喜歡，我就不再換了，我害怕的是嘗試，我更害怕的是我失去我喜歡的。所以我要珍惜，我不想在，毫無方向的漂流大海，我想靠岸，我真的很想靠岸。

想想是不是,靜靜的，安全的，觀賞會是件很幸福的是？

天天聽到，夕陽無限好，只是近黃昏。時間過得快，快得太不自然。我現在最難堪的是，夜晚的到來，週末的到來。荒島裡，變得冷清清的，更是難·過。在人群中，一人吃飯，到處走走停停，感覺很不自然。我又不習慣了，我有了時差，忘記了晝夜的美好的回憶。

我不想離開這個美麗動人的世外桃源，如果我離島了，我還會遇見你這樣美麗的島嶼？我還會愛那個地方愛的那麼轟轟烈烈嗎？實話，我不想離開～

Long drive; Long night

Long drive, long night
The best night of my life,
With you riding, your hand on my hand.
The thought of arriving, kind of feels like, dying.
I don’t want, to go home and be, alone.
Could we, stay out?
Could you, drive a little slower, don’t matter where we’re going,
As long as I’m with you, we could take the long way.

Drive a little slower; I was following you

Drive a little slower; I was left behind you 

Drive a little slower; I afraid of losing your direction

Drive a little slower; So I will not getting too far from you

Chevy Nova, front seat, sofa, getting closer, to you.

Drive a little slower; don’t matter where we’re going,
As long as I’m with you, we could take the long way.
Drive a little slower, not ready to go home,
I’d rather stay with you.
We could take the long way, to the country out of town.
Let’s get lost; I don’t wanna be found.
Let’s get away, now and be careful not to crash.
There’s no defrost and we’re steaming the glass.
You and the road have a generous shoulder
We can pull over and say we took the long way.
Headlights, not strobe lights,
I can see you, but not quite.
I can feel you inside; the timing is just right.
For the moment, I don’t want to go home.
Take the long way.
Drive a little slower; don’t matter where we’re going.
Take the long way.
Drive a little slower; don’t matter where we going now.
Take the long way
Drive a little slower; not ready to go home.
I’d rather stay with you.

We can take the long way.
Long drive, long night,
The best night of my life.

A tiny little YELLOW

While doing face mask, while blogging here =)  Really have no much time for myself. =(

Miss all my friend which I didn't meet for quite some time. I hope all of them are fine and good =) Even those I had little busy here but I will send my best to you ^^

The time passing so fast, June is here. Let's said goodbye to MAY.

I am still remember when I was young, I always urge to be older and I can do something that only ADULT can do. *hehheehee* Don't think something naughty here,yay! But now, I really wish I can be remain age in 18yo. We can't stop the time, so from now start We just want to be thankful for today, yesterday, tommorrow and forever, I'm thankful for my life.

Recently, I'm thinking of immigrate to somewhere far from Malaysia. There are many country cross to my mind suddenly. 1. New Zealand  2. Ireland  3. Norway 4. Switzerland 5.Austria 6.Finland 7.Canada 8.Sweden 9.Denmark 10. Secret ^^
There is always a problem for us who staying in development country and High-advance technology country, the people there facing too much of stress. They can't even know what they really want. Everything become more and more Complex.


# A little 'too much' stress from the current academic work, I always long for the school have a mercy on us.

what do you think if the GREEN leaf all turn into BLUE color. I think no more MONDAY blue, and there will be everyday also BLUE. We have to always think POSITIVE, think GOOD and think FORWARD. Appreciate everyday life. Be blessing in everything. =)

Hi, so cute here.Looking at the camera picture. Feeling so relaxing. I want my life to be meaning, my life to be colorful, my life to be BEAUTIFUL =)

SPOT anything from this picture? Congratz to you if you can see the cute yellow tiny flower. Which means You using your heart seeing thing. I know right? Our lifestyle rhythm is very fast and non-STOP rolling, we actually missed a lot of the beauty scene in our daily life. Sometime, we just need to take a break and enjoy the nature beauty in our surrounding or in this world. It could be anything. Think of yourself, you are born in this terrible crowd society, will you long for someone to see into you? Love you, Care you and make you feel your existing.

From today start,  try to pay attention to the little thing. Be more caring, loving, polite, honest, easy, respect, patient.

Sharing is caring. 

Loving yourself, family,friend and everyone

polite to everyone

honest to everyone

take it easy in everything

Respect everyone, equality

Patient to be a observer and listener.

Lastly, Let's Smile =D

Good Nightz, everyone.

Lotus Sutra Exhibition

LEFT only 5 days for this Lotus Sutra Exhibition. If you haven been there the exhibition, hurry up bring along your friend and family to visit CHINA, Dun Huang. Mogow cave. It's free entrance with 0 charge =) To be frank to you, You shouldn't miss this exhibition, there is no SECOND chance for you to see again such meaningful and grand exhibition that has been held in Malaysia. So, I been there duty for few times and Brought my friend there too =) 2 more cutie Carol and Jon is not in the pic. But I mention your name here, so pretened you counted in here also la XD

A very good experience to work with them. So much of fun and happiness to duty together with the senior. We are doing our best in convey the essential message to the audience. We had done a really GOOD JOB. Until today,The total visitor already more than 64k +  people. A big BIG victory. SGM (Soka Gakkai Malaysia)

I wondering people. Can you guys, see me in this picture? HAHA. In case you don't know, giving you a tips. On the right hand side *wearing chocolate grey Formal with Purple tie  HAHHAHA =D

One more in case u don't know where I am, Let me take a selfie =)

I believed most of you know the very famous HK drama ( Journey to the West ) <西遊記>. Wanna Know more the truth? Wondering King Asoka and Lembah Bujang in Kedah why so important in our History text book? Like the different word from the different country?

 Here are the details for the exhibition:

The Lotus Sutra Exhibition
A Message of Peace and Harmonious Coexistence
Dignity of Life • Universal Values • Humanity’s Heritage

法华经——和平与共生的启示展
生命尊严•普世价值•人类遗产

Exhibition Period: February 15 – May 18, 2014
Opening Hours:
Weekdays - 10am to 6pm
Saturday, Sunday & Public Holiday - 10am to 8pm

展览日期: 2014年2月15日至5月18日
展览时间:
星期一至星期五——上午10时至下午6时
星期六、星期日和公共假期——上午10时至下午8时

Venue:
Soka Exhibition Hall, Ground Floor and SGM Exhibition Hall, 7th Floor
展览地点: SGM综合文化中心1楼创价展览厅及7楼弘文艺术馆
Wisma Kebudayaan Soka Gakkai Malaysia
243, Jalan Bukit Bintang, 55100 Kuala Lumpur 

Admission: Free
入场: 免费
Website 网站: http://www.sgm.org.my/lotus-sutra/

Cameron Highland #1

Just came back from the Cameron Highland. It was a last minute plan to go there just want to have a relaxing day out from the city. The very last time I went to Cameron is when I was still a secondary school boy. Although the journey took us 3 hours but it was fun to enjoying yourself there.

The whole journey was OK is just the road there was too tiny and We always stuck in JAM, so Terrible JAM. I told myself I will not going to Cameron again during weekend =) It's not worthy to stuck in the jam like that. To be Honest, I rather choose to stay in hotel and sleep =( 

I am so lucky in this Cameron trip. I has been invited by a beauty gorgeous HOT VVVVIP  from Rose Valley, Cameron Highland

How much HOT is him? Omg, It was really shocked me on that time  * the very first time I see the peacock look like this =D

Can u see how huge and wide is him?  His size was I think should be 3 Hunk human =)

He is coming. Gonna come in front of me show off his beautiful dress. Serious, it was so beautiful when you see him in real life.

 He look gorgeous here. See his fur! the BLUE! He really look much handsome when he not to noisy =) Good boy 

 Brave like a horse, Strong like a horse 

Like a kids. Playing like a kids. LAlala, I'm covering my ears like a kids =) You can't find this happiness in the stressful town. Finally I released my stress out! 

Hello, Keith = Kiv Here. 

Comfort zone

Has been struggling for the assignment, thesis proposal and some personal stuff for few month. All of us was so tension and having a stressful life. Non of them seen happy due to the burden from the school. Finally I've finished my exam. Now, I am having my semester break for only 3 week. It's not too short but not too long for having personal plan and schedule. Thinking of leaving from this full of pollution and tension city to somewhere for mentally and physically resting.

Just like the view here, it's so peaceful and beautiful. Did you feel what I feel too?  I really wish and hope, I can stay here for more awhile before the sun go down, before the star coming out and saying Hi to us. In fact, there is no PAUSE button in our life. No matter how much we like it, how much want it, how much we long for it, we still can't CLICK on pause or STOP button. The only thing we can do is just appreciate that moment and keep it as the sweetest memories in your life.

There is no one is 100% perfect in this world do you know why? Ans: There is 50/50 principal which means you are the 50% and your another half will be the 50% , when sum it of is 100% That why the love shape come with two 

We fight, we kiss, we hug, we text, we talk, we argue, we laugh , we smile and we love. That is a process, that is necessary.  You can't skip any one of them, unless you are not interested play this game again.

Essential for relationship: HONEST, TRUST, LOYAL, COMMUNICATION, RESPECT, UNDERSTANDING *there is no specific sequence for this  

If you are following this essential, congratulation to you! Your relationship going to be like this. Appreciated.

If you are not, it's not too late for you to learn it also. You are blessing.

Good Nightz.

AXA 110 Cancer Care

Have you experience before, while you are doing your shopping in a shopping mall, there have some group of people are giving out a small ribbon to ask you to stick it on your shirt. Just like this >>>

Do you know what is the meaning they are doing all this? asking you to stick the ribbon on your shirt. Actually, they are trying to remind us be aware of the cancer. Ultimate purpose is to create awareness about the cancer to the public. As people nowadays are busying with their struggling life and forgot the important of health. So, with doing all this awareness event is to remind and educate the people to be more aware.

I think the PINK ribbon was the most familiar for everyone. But, I would like to bring out actually excepts Pink there have more others color. There is something you need to know is the different color of ribbon represent the different meaning.

According to the report has been made by the Health Minister Datuk Seri Dr. S Subbramaniam, it show12% death caused by the cancer. Our government has spent RM100 million for the government hospital for the medicine. Cancer patients suffering physically, mentally and financially. So,

In collaboration with the National Cancer Society (NCSM), AXA Affin is working to help cancer patients that are currently undergoing chemotheraphy. For every blogger that blogs about their 110CancerCare and link to the website www.110cancercare.com  and AXA will sponser 1 patient for chemotheraphy in Tung Shin Hospital under National Cancer Society Malaysia Cancer Treatment Centre.

Please share out and write up whatever message you want to convey and link to AXA. 

For more information, log on to  www.110cancercare.com